James 4:8

Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you - James 4:8

Friday, July 3, 2009

PLKN

Program Latihan Khidmat Negara : Nasional Service Malaysia...


I GOT SELECTED!!


T.T huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu... no way... i don't want...


but what can i do? can't fight with government anyway. yeah... i'm announcing to the world now... T.T

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Last-Minute Post

as the title says... LAST-MINUTE POST!!
honestly! computer-celibacy is so... frustrating! no more entertainment!
major exam coming up in September - i ain't ready yet! T.T i feel so kelam-kabut... It's like
i'm running here and there in circles, finding no peace until next year!
*Sob* i feel tension... stress... craziness... stupidness...
oh, wait. i think i'm going crazy. you hear me? I'M TURNING CRAZY!!
just wanna say GOOD LUCK to my friends (you know who you are..). SPM trial's the closest... God will help too, i'm sure of it ^^ don't give up either, we only have a few more months before... bliss...
now - i sleep. nitez XD
P.S. this post was supposed to be nicer - paragraphs here and there. but there's something seriously wrong with this particular blog... so bear with it for a little while... it's ugly, i know.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

No Surprise

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

- Chris Daughtry

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Hatin' On the Club

Now this will be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?
I stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car, y'all kissing at the bar
Got me crying
Oh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh (why..)
You got me hatin' on the club (why..)
You took my love (why..)
Why'd you have to take my love (why..)
Whoahh...
And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong, boy tell me where our love went
I stayed at home like a good girl do
Now you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car, y'all kissing at the bar
Got me crying
Oh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh (why..)
You got me hatin' on the club (why..)
You took my love (why..)
Why'd you have to take my love (why..)
Whoahh...
Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never would've made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love (I'd still have my love)
We would still have us (We would still have us)
I'd still have my love (I'd still have my love)
We would still have us
But now we're like whoah
Oh, you got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love
You got her hatin
Boy you got her hatin on ohhh
You got her hatin
Boy you got her hatin on ohhh
You got her hatin
Boy you got her hatin on the club, club, club, club

-Rihanna

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Touch My Hand

Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you,
touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again

I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that’s shining out so bright is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you,
touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hands
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Yeah, yeah, yeah

-by David Archuleta

Friday, May 22, 2009

=)

ah... it's the... 22nd May. how shameful... but i just wanna say

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!

to my best friend FELFEL - this post was supposed to be posted on the 19th, but i wasn't even at home til... 1.oo a.m. yeah, so i slept immediately.

pathetic, i know.

anyway, i just wanna say God Bless to my bff and i know that she's going to have a great year, even though there's SPM to worry about.

don't change much, fel, and keep the super nice and sweet *ahem*, and happy-go-lucky attitude! because... well, these are the reasons why people like you so much XDXD

anyway, Happy Birthday again! ^^

P.S. i'm really sorry this post is late... how embarassing.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe

you know, i've known this shown for so many years... and i never knew the title of the movie. well, the title is japanese: Hanazakarino Kimitachihe, and the language is mandarin. obviously, i relied on the subtitles. the movie is really hilarious and sweet, as most of you would know. since i hadn't done anything to this blog, i figured i'd put something random.

the guy on the left is Wu Chun (super cute!) and the guy on the right is Jiro Wang (pretty cute, but Wu Chun cuter ^^). both guys are from Fahrenheit. the one in the middle is Ella from S.H.E.

yeah... and there's the awesomest manga too... (okay, one of the awesomest...)

i'm easily obsessed with these kind of stuff... trust me, i'm easily amused in this category.

yeah... i can't say much here... not sure what to say. i can't tell much on the synopsis of this story, for some reasons. but if you want to, you can always ask my sister. she was the one who made a lot of research and watched the series on youtube.

i don't have any time to watch or read the manga. i have a lot of studying to do until november comes. so, this blog will feel dead at times... *apologies pouring out from an Apology Bucket now*

anyway, that's all for now, i guess... (wow, it feels like an advertisement post...)

this is a random post. ja ne ^^

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Questionnare tagged by 'even smarter' Cher Maine XD

1. What do you think about yourself?
i dunno.... you tell me.

2. Why?
Honestly, how should i know? i mean, it's for you to judge!

3. If you could make any character come to life, who would it be?
well... if you asked me last year, i would have said Edward Cullen. but now, i say Kuran
Kaname from Vampire Knight ^^


4. Have you regretted anything you did before?
Who hasn't?

5. Name two.
Erm... there's so many. i can't just sort two out... well, that's because i can't think of any right
now...


6. Have you liked someone the opposite sex before?
well, i'm certainly not lesbian. of course i've liked someone of the opp sex.

7. Name five.
TOTALLY PRIVATE!!! (KEEP OUT!)

8. How are you feeling right now?
tired. i'm having shoulder and back cramp from doing this questionnare.

9. What will most probably happen tomorrow?
funny you should mention. it's Good Friday tomorrow (no school!)... but, i think its gonna be
an ordinary day as well...

10. Who do you want to see most RIGHT NOW?
no one really...

11. Do you believe in God?
YES!!! XDXD

12. Do you love him? What do you mean?
i don't even understand the question...

13. Have you ever talked sick with your friends?
LOL not really...

14. Are ppl the opposite sex involved in your conversations too?
to be perfectly honest, i can't remember when was the last time i had a real conversation
with one of the opposite sex.


15. What do you want to achieve now?
my SPM. as in, really good results.

16. Name 6 friends.
1. Fel Yong
2. Joe Yee
3. Fel Wee
4. Rachel Hee
5. Cher Maine
6. Diviniya


17. Describe 3.
er... this is hard. a really sweet girl, i can tell you that. a real extrovert ^^

18. Who do you love more? 1 or 4?
please. i never choose like that. both are still my friends.

19. Use one word to describe 5.
among all people. what a coincidence. ok... funny.

20. If the world is coming to an end, what would you say to 2?
Joe, remember... God's always with you. now... AHHHHHHH!!!

Tag 5 people:
1. Rachel
2. Fel Yong
3. Hazel (sorry! ^^')
4. Chan Mann
5. ... any1 who wants can do it too ^^'

Monday, March 16, 2009

100 truths tagged by 'smart' Germaine XD

001. Real name: Sya Sook Yin Kimberly (when did i have a fake name?)
002. Nickname(s): Kim, Kimmy, Kimbol, Kimbolly, Kimberry...
003. Age: erm... 17, this year.
004. Horoscope: Cancer
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Tadika Sri Indah
007. Middle School: SK Taman Kosas, SK Bukit Indah, SR Sri Sempurna
008. High School: SM Sri Sempurna
009. College schook: hopefully Monash?
010. Hair colour: Brown
011. Long or short: Long
012. Loud or Quiet: no idea. you decide.
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health freak: Not that i know of.
016. Drink or Smoke: Neither.
017. Do you have a crush on someone: eh... not at the moment, no.
018. Eat or Drink: lol... both.
019. Piercings: Ears (one each)
020. Tattoos: oh i would love one (temporary XD)
021. Social or Anti-Social: I'm trying to be social
022. Righty or Lefty: Righty

Firsts
023. First piercing: age 7, i think
024. First relationship: Friendship
025. First Best Friend: Leah Shael Padman
026. First Award: British Council Exams / Yamaha Piano Exams
027. First Kiss: ...
028. First Pet: 2 hamsters
029. First Big Vacation: India, when i was still a baby =.=
030. First Love at first sight: A Malay boy, i think
031. First Big Birthday: i have no idea.
032. First Surgery: Age 9 or 10
033. First sport you joined: Squash, badminton, football

This or That
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Apple
035. Rock or Rap: erm, neither, i think.
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney Spears, i think
039. Night or Day: Night - with stars *sigh*
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
041. TV or Internet: Both
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: Hug
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle
045. Spider or bee: kill them both *shiver*
046. Fall or spring: Fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer

Currently
049. Eating: Nothing
050. Drinking: Nothing
051. Excitement level: Sleepy
052. I'm about to: Sleep
053. Listening to: Il Divo
054. Plan for today: Study
055. Waiting for: Me to finish this.. my fingers are painful, just typing this.
056. Energy level: you tell me. i'm about to doze off.
057. Thinking of someone: Yes

Future
058. Want kids: Sure
059. Want to get married: Erm, sure
060. When: When i'm older
061. How many kids do you want: As long as i can handle them.
062. Any name in mind: Isabel, i think (hey! i like that name, ok?? don't get me wrong!)
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Waitress/Cashier
064. Careers in mind: Pharmacy
065. Mellow future or wild: Balanced would be nice
066. Something you would never try: Liking an insect
067. When do you want to die: I'll let God decide on that.

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny: Both
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller (duh.)
071. Protective or Caring: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Does it really matter?
074. Sensitive or Loud: Balanced would be nice
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: Neither.
077. Muscular or Normal: No idea. just not too muscular...

Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger: eew, no.
079. Broken a bone: Nope
080. Lost glasses or contacts: not that i could recall
081. ran away from home: no. where would i go then?
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: whoa, i hoped.
083. Killed somebody: What on earth for?
084. Broken someone's heart: No
085. Had your heart broken: A little
086. Been arrested: oh hell no.
087. Cried when someone died: No
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Sad to say, yes.

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: ...I'm not sure...
090. Miracles: Yes
091. Love at first sight: No, don't think so.
092. Heaven: YES! ^^
093. Santa Claus: Haha, i used to.
094. Tooth fairy: EW, no.
095. Kiss in the first date: No.
096. Angels: Hmm, i guess so.

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?
eh? no.

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?
Well, for now, definitely.

099. Do you believe in God?
Of course i do! XDXD

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.


I tag:
Felicia Yong
Daniel Sya
Valerie Sya
Cher Maine
Hazel Tan

whoa.. i'm done XD
now i can go to sleep... haha tks germaine ^^

Monday, March 9, 2009

Love Story

Hehz, for those who know me, well, they know my condition. there is no way in hell i'll announce my problem on this blog ^^ anyway, as usual, i was thinking of an essay to write (for my group's oral exam) when i found my perfect inspiration: Taylor Swift's Love Story.

LOL, its a weird way to get inspired, but oh well. i really love this song's lyrics... its like a real love story - that will never happen... XD

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,begging you, 'Please, don't go.'
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Oh, I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever comin' around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Oh, oh
We were both young when I first saw you...
excuse my obsession in random songs... that's just how i am. =)